nationals SUCKED. what a way to end off my last nationals in secondary school. thought i could have ended off with a BANG but nooo~ i just had to screw it up. somehow i couldn't change from run-up to jump. its either run fast & jump horrible or run slow & jump well. sigh. what more i felt pressured to do well! why? becuase of stupid dsa. the coach called be after long jump qualifying and asked if i had any results. then i felt like i needed to prove myself worthy of vjc. sigh. when i told him my results after that i felt really really lousy. coach looked really dissappointed. oh well.

i've think i've been hit with insomnia. been having a really hard time falling asleep. that was after the competition though. i bet it must be the weather. i hate monsoon periods. it gets so damn stuffy. rarh. monday - wednesday was horrible! waking up at 550 is no fun. i got lazier and lazier each day. ugh.

oh yes, chinese oral was on wednesday! it was DISGUSTING! i just had to be so unlucky and get the hardest question. talked about teenagers sueing their parents. ugh. why oh why didn't i change the date of my oral. oh well. what's done has been done. oh yes, sat in gail's mum's car to school that day. its a LAND ROVER! its huge and monsterous! i felt so big sitting in it. haha. cool car.

well, its seah's party tomorrow :D LOVES