started thinking about the future again. i was thinking about how our lives are already so planned out in Singapore. at sec 4 we take our O's which will decide on our future JC. then we take our A's which will decide the university to go to. and then we start selecting what we want to do to get a good job and become successful. if we don't do well for our O's... well that's almost the end of you. everything here in Singapore is about perfection and success. perfect grades perfect jobs, perfect pay. if you're a lawyer, buisnessman your job is considered perfect. if you get a high pay, you're considered successful. what about other things like what we REALLY want to do. with our society, its hard to break away and follow our dreams. sometimes i think it's really disgusting.

i feel sick of life after i thought about going to school, studying and going on and on till i get past university. sometimes i just wished that i lived a life or a rebellion or an adventurer, leading a life of surprises. yet again, time and time again you'll always feel a sense of unsure.

oh gosh the world is crap..

anyway, had a short worship session in church today and we had board game's day! it was super fun! i loved the last game we played. it was super intriuging! :D went for lunch at crystal jade in toa payoh had a $50 voucher so we paid only $19! haha. we're cheapo nana's. so here i am back again lamenting about rubbish. is that even the right word to use? i don't know. don't care. gotta get back to mugging. i've got physics, geography, 2 english assignments due tomorrow. chem test on tuesday, physics on thursday. how fun. i'm being sarcastic. grrrrr...