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i hate being alone. i get so darn bloody emo. damn the thoughts that run through my head. my wants, my lusts, friends, best friends, no friends, parents, freedom, pressure, confidence, looks, God, school, intelligence, ME.

i worry to much and it sucks. help me..

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darn it! the taiwanese show i was watch 'hana kimi' ended with a splat. they build up such a big climax only to end with some dumb ending. UGH! so much for a nice show. i knew the ending wouldn't be good since there's 15 episodes which is WAY to short! rahhh! i'm disappointed in the show! ): 'it started with a kiss'is MUCH BETTER :D YAY!

now that i've finally finished watching my shows, its time for me to get busy and down to work. pahhh. oh yeah TODAY WE HAD A FULL DAY OFF! YEAHH :D thanks to the remarkable results of the year 3's. sadly i had training so me and phy did time keeping for sports day and carried on with training after that. we finished training in record time! really wonder how the hell we managed to use up 3 hours to complete training. sheesh.

20m x 10 shuttle run is NO fun AT ALL! i died after set 6. ms yu is mad!
cheryl is bored bored bored! no one entertains her now. she has no friends. poo.