stupid, fat, dumb, selfish, idiotic, self-centered, low self-esteem, lazy, lousy, good for nothing. ME.

how could i even thought of it. maybe i thought i was just too good when in fact im exactly the opposite. hurr. there's too many more out there better. much MUCh better than ME.
can't believe that i thought it could happen again since its happened before. hah.
guess God is trying real hard to tell me something but i guess im not listening. and im very sure i wont be for a long long time. seems like my luck has ran out. on the very day i stepped into VJ. maybe not all of my luck, but regarding things that i wished had happened. i hoped, i wanted, i REALLY wanted. i might have even lusted. but now, i lost. things had seemed too good to be true. i'm getting too big for my boots. mabye i'm here for a lesson. my life seem's screwed up now. i've got too much regrets AND too much work to do till i dont know where to start anymore. anyone willing to be my timetable-ist?

i think i'm turning into a pessimist but i seriously cant help it. i'm in the very mood to bitch as well. i believe its because of PMS. but i shall refrain because i know that i'm not exactly in the right frame of mind. so i'll shut up even though i really want to post it out.

what's so good about 13.5? no one's gonna guess what 13.5 means and i'm not telling. hurr.

one word for you - clingy.
another word : ernie.
one last one : horny bastard :D

HAHA! this made me laugh.