someone said that i give out happy vibes ( true, i guess )
and i'm simply happy being myself without the need to be so darn dependent on others.. is it really?

i don't think so. actually i'm really dependent on people. its just that i psyche myself into thinking that being independent is much better. somehow it doesnt come out the way i want it to. i need people. really need people. ahh.. whatever. don't really know what i'm thinking about anyway. my mind just wanders. hurrr..

this is the result from being extremely bored! everyone seems to be so damn busy with other things. training, school, overseas. its so hard just to find someone to go out with and talk to and have fun. guess i'm feeling lonely. training is practically my social life, other than msn chatting. harhh.. i really miss my friends ):

sighh..

anyway, had training today and i did fartlek. learnt that it meant speedwork in swedish(?). lols. quote phy:you learn something new everyday hahaha! it was bloody tiring. ho~ nvm. i'm on my way to losing weight! and put it back on all over again after eating. nice~

can't wait for the bbq tmr. can talk to toot (: YAY! toot i miss you! sighhh..