it's amazing at how unfair things can be. don't you think so too? today my eyes have finally seen what ppl have been saying and it kinda gets a little annoying. i mean some ppl work so darn hard to achieve something while others are slacking the butts off (alright, maybe not to such and extent) yet they could achieve something so much better. its so unfair. hurr

okay, maybe there is some logic about how much ppl want to achieve that goal? they're working hard but deep down they dont want really want it while the other may be slacking but when it comes down to crunch time, (BAM) they get what they want. well, still that sucks no matter how i see it. hurh.

yeah so i had a real long tiring training day. it could have been even longer and even more tiring if we didnt cut down the sets. hah.. i think ms yu's crazy. either that or we're just real bad athletes. lols. somehow i feel as though i've been sick for a real long time even though i havent. my body has been slowing down alot and i cant seem to handle training as well as i used to. -sighs- what sucks more is that my hamstring seems to be getting tighter after every training. bahh.. i think there's something wrong with my body. or maybe i'm psychotic? i seem to get many injuries at one shot. after my hamstring had "recovered" i got myself a groin(?) injury. am i a pro or what? rahh i feel lost. oh wells..