Somehow I feel like that little bug, trying to climb that huge obstacle that is right in front of him. Seems like its gonna take so much effort and time and that it'll be such a difficult climb. Suddenly life seems so hard, with so much pressure and expectations to meet. I'm afraid. Afraid of not meeting up to expectations. Of letting my pride get to me. I'm afraid of what's to come. Failure? Success? What if...

Sigh. I hate being so worrisome and pessimistic and feeling so dumb. GAH. I got back my Math and Physics paper back today. Math was alright i guess. But Physics was a totally different matter. I've NEVER done so badly for physics before and it's making me depressed. I've done badly but this is horendous. ~

Track season is starting on Friday and I hate the timetable ):

FRIDAY
100m Heats - 1210
Triple Jump Finals - 4+

TUESDAY
100m Semifinals - 1130+
4x100m Heats - 1500+

This gives me only 2 hours rest before i start warming up again -.- WTH!

Alright, I shall talk about some happier stuff otherwise this post is gonna be so damn morbid. Well, exams are over THANK GOODNESS. I had the most awesome dream the other day :D :D :D :D Battle of the Sexes was fun. Hansen bought the super colourful M&M's from USA which got me out of my depressed mood today :D love the M&M's. they make me happy (:

Okay, I gotta go. I can't can't can't can't wait to be free. FREE!