I should be happy. I really should. I got myself a 5th placing with a 10.68m. I did better than what I have been achieving the past year. I hit my target of at least 10.5m. Those who were 1st to 4th position were people whom I usually wouldn't beat. I should be at least contented. Somehow I'm not. I wished I had gotten a 10.8m or surpass my PB. I'm disappointed. What I'm even more disappointed at was my 100m. Disgustingly disappointed. I can't believe that I'm running with a timing of what I did in primary school. PRIMARY SCHOOL. It's disgusting and revolting. For it to happen once was bad enough. At least I could deny that it even happened. But twice? It's almost shameful. Thank God that there are 3 semifinals. At least there is one more chance for me to redeem myself. If there were only 2 semifinals, you could say goodbye track and field, cause I'm never going back again.

Goodbye jump pit.
Goodbye jump spikes.
Goodbye jump competitors.
We had lots of fun, laughter and love while it lasted.
I'll miss you

Last but not least, Thank you Ms Yu. You were a wonderful coach and friend. Thank you for 2 years of jumps, motivation and encouragement. I'll never forget you (:

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